We all struggle, we're human but not one human is better than the next. Nobody is perfect in the world. We all make mistakes and are imperfect. My biggest mistake was allowing my addiction to take over and have my kids taken from me. My actions caused me to loose the most important people to me in the world. I live with that regret daily. I miss hearing their cries and laughter in our home. It's painful knowing I caused this to happen. I went to detox got sober and have 149 days clean yet it's not enough. I try everyday to do better and be better yet it's not enough. The burden I carry of disappointment to them and within myself is unbearable. When does life or people give you a second chance. I deserve a second chance because I know God deals out chance after chance forgiving his children. We all deserve that. I am living proof people can get sober and change for the better yet again it's never enough. When will I be seen for who I am NOW and not for who I was THE...