From the moment their born we look into their eyes. We see joy, happiness, sparkle, shine and innocence. As they grow those eyes start to change the way they look at you back. Those eyes will will look at you with disappointment, anger, hate, embarrassment and even shame. As a mother I have seen it many times though my son's eyes. As my addiction got worse the more he changed the way he saw me. Those once excited, bright joyful eyes slowly started to see disappointment, shame and embarrassment. I will never forget the day the judge ordered an out of home placement. I was filled with so much shame and guilt. My son's eyes were filled with tears and so much disappointment. As a mom seeing your child's eyes staring back at you with disappointment is beyond heart breaking. On our weekly visits driving up to see him I saw joy happiness excitement but once it was time to leave those beautiful eyes once again filled with sadness worry and disappointment. It hurt more than I could...